Just write
I need to write something
yell something
scream something
but the blank page just mocks me.
I need to say something.
Dirty, wicked, cute, little smile images keep flooding my mind and I cannot stop thinking of him.
Usually I can stop it, but lately
I cannot.
I cannot stop thinking of him.
So I watch TV
but i cannot watch TV
because the radio is yelling something
screaming something
and I just want to say something
but my mind is too busy and I cannot stop thinking of him.
Flashes of him.
smile
flashing.
I need to say something.
Lost Widow Words © 
Hey Gez —
I am enjoying your Web blog. Thanks for giving me the URL. It allows me to get to know you a little more, which is always good.
You are a more complex person than I had realized, which is OK, too. I can perhaps relate to some of the lonelinness you write about, but not the loss and pain. I can feel some of it when you put it into words, which I’m sure is very difficult.
Thank you for allowing me into your life. I look forward to getting to know you even better, as you become more comfortable.
If you are able to pick up my e-mail address from this, please write any time, as often as you wish.
Take care … Randy
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