i wonder

at times, when my mother tells me i need to invest in myself and my friend asks if i think i’m co-dependent and i read a blog i started after a death for processing purposes only and i can identify that i wrote about 4 different men in less than 2 years and some things i wrote it doesn’t even sound like me that i cannot recall writing, which is rare as i am often so connected in writing i feel as though my brain recites automatically w/o my eyes even really seeing the words back into my brain, if maybe they have a point there….

~ by lostwidow on 2012/01/29.