Sometimes

I  feel like the reason I see grace and perpetual love and am taken care of in home and wallet and have someone to tell my secrets to, is because God is channelling the spirit of my grandfather through you. And then I kno too, that God himself is also in you. Sometimes we have a day that I think you’ll remember how flawed I am in the flesh n it terrifies me that you, also human will just give up. On me, on us, on you, on trying … why is there so much fear in change? … I’m so greatful and blessed to have you. Thank you for being there. Just for today though,  I hope I can show up and be there for your heavy heart just the way you need… Godspeed and hopeful heart, darling. I love you

~ by lostwidow on 2013/08/26.